Wow! I haven't been this confused in a long time!

There's too much going on in my head right now.  Anger, sympathy, anxiety (the good king of anxious), anxiety (the bad kind of anxious), pure excitement, eagerness for a challenge, desire to bail on everything and move out west, self-loathing, an over-inflated ego, boredom, and an itch to do something else.

I'm glad I got to talk to Amanda today.